Dec 2010

Its almost coming to an end now. The year.

I finished poly. Worked for 9 months. Met new friends. Started earning my own keep. Spend an amount of time in the hospital. Quit my job. Enrolled into university.Went overseas. Came back. Christmas. Dance.

There. my entire year summed up in those 2 sentences. It makes me wonder if im doing too little with my life. Nothing seems meaningful, more ordinary and average then purpose-filled and passion driven. The next year holds tons of uncertanties too. Long time friends are leaving to further their studies, im starting my own. boyf going into army and just the future seems so far away yet so near. so unpredictable and scary. who knows what might happen in 2011.

The future 2011.

Im learning a new genre for dance. Im starting an entirely new world for my university. Im learning to live my life apart from D because i have to get used to it once he goes into army. I wonder if my friends are still gonna be as tight knit as ever now that some of us are leaving. I wonder if 2011 would be more meaningful. I wonder if i should start being more involved in everything i do. I want to gym more and attain a body im actually happy with. I want to enjoy the upcoming events that still tie me close to my friends. Monica's 21st aka countdown party to the new year. The one and only 21st trip to bintan with all dearly beloved.

I willl go for a missions trip
I will expand my very limited dance skills
I will do my best to do well for school
I will try to cope with handling a part time job together with school
I will learn to live without my boyf
I will need to upload all backdated photos.
I need to clean up my room by tmr.

Kthanksbye.