holiday 2009 in australia gold coast

holiday 2010 in china

china 2010

australia 2009

my my my. how we have grown. Im still the shortest. but i think i was fatter in 2009. that or very bad clothes choices. I still have those tops and shorts. Haha. Or maybe cause i pile on more clothes in winter at china. Who knows. im going to the gym now. i shall be healthier and nicer looking. hehehe.

OkayBye.

Dec 2010

Its almost coming to an end now. The year.

I finished poly. Worked for 9 months. Met new friends. Started earning my own keep. Spend an amount of time in the hospital. Quit my job. Enrolled into university.Went overseas. Came back. Christmas. Dance.

There. my entire year summed up in those 2 sentences. It makes me wonder if im doing too little with my life. Nothing seems meaningful, more ordinary and average then purpose-filled and passion driven. The next year holds tons of uncertanties too. Long time friends are leaving to further their studies, im starting my own. boyf going into army and just the future seems so far away yet so near. so unpredictable and scary. who knows what might happen in 2011.

The future 2011.

Im learning a new genre for dance. Im starting an entirely new world for my university. Im learning to live my life apart from D because i have to get used to it once he goes into army. I wonder if my friends are still gonna be as tight knit as ever now that some of us are leaving. I wonder if 2011 would be more meaningful. I wonder if i should start being more involved in everything i do. I want to gym more and attain a body im actually happy with. I want to enjoy the upcoming events that still tie me close to my friends. Monica's 21st aka countdown party to the new year. The one and only 21st trip to bintan with all dearly beloved.

I willl go for a missions trip
I will expand my very limited dance skills
I will do my best to do well for school
I will try to cope with handling a part time job together with school
I will learn to live without my boyf
I will need to upload all backdated photos.
I need to clean up my room by tmr.

Kthanksbye.

PFFT. INDIANS

I swear. The chalet at ECP is plain horrifying. I dont even want to start complaining on how bad it is just that bad. Run by goddamn apnns.Would have guessed it. I threw a hissy fit. I whine i complained i bitched i sweared. The place should just get shut down. Seriously.

Im so glad that ordeal is over.

No more school, more dance practices, my work's ending, holidays approaching. Thankfully my life has taken a turn for the better. Online shopping for shoes and bags and clothes. Im such a typical girl. My life is normal. I hate indian managements. Kthanksbye.

wait am i being too racist here? will singapore fine me? nb

i jogged today. FML. i hate jogging. i hate jogging.
Today was a damn unproductive day. except the jogging. did i mention i hate jogging?

Sigh. getting back to my non existant studying for journalism now.

Btw, why the 369 people keep hacking?! bloody losers.

Home sick

Im home sick. Nice change from work. But the agony of stuffing tissues up my nose is making my nose very very tender and raw. I love my bed though and i love sleeping in.

Can i order a vaslutster and a lying bastard?

So i met up with my chubb and i learnt a lot just from a lunch date. A 1 hour lunch date. It was so good meeting up with her too. Its like being a blast into past. But oh so fun it was(: Ballet and poly and life. My squeaky voice, her fuzzy hair. Our dreams, our plans for study. A horrific accident. But mostly just about the klying bastardc. Foods barely touched but so much was shared. I love lunch dates like these. I love meeting up with people from the past. People who brought me happy memories and good moments. People like Jazreel.

And even the present and the future is important. My boy, daniel. whose always there for me. Only thing bugging me now is about the inability to dance cause practices no longer happen and my work. and for the record. today's haze which is making me sneeze so badly.


Oh fish soup, good fish soup(:

Hello new blog

Yes. A new blog. I've changed so many in the last few years because everytime i lose the inspiration to blog or get writers block, i stop writing. Im just gonna see how this goes(: